Hello. I forgot to record an entry yesterday. Quite frustrated by that. I want to be consistent with this. It was pretty uneventful, if I recall correctly. Though, I had good covnseration with a friend at work. Gonna try to hang out in the near future.
Anyway, today. What the fuck did I do today? Exercised, as usual. On an 8-day streak. I think I mostly just played Disco Elysium. It was kind of a slog, honestly. I'm liking it less and less as I go. Tried to get myself to do something else, but couldn't really be fucked. Took a nap at one point. Oh, yeah. I had a horrible nightmare last night. I recorded what I could remember. Someone's head was crushed in the jaws of a giant being. I think there might've been another nightmare where I'd been shot. I have a lot of nightmares where I'm shot. It's terrifying. I always tense up right before I can briefly feel the bullet puncture me. And then I usually either respawn, or the nightmare ends. There's nightmares where I'm killed again and again. And all I can do is relive the events, trying not to die on any said repetition. I ordered food for dinner because I also couldn't be fucked to make anything. I got high. Still am. But that's nothing new. People keep saying I probably have ADHD. I need to mention it at my next psych appointment.
later ♥